Okay so today I went to work at about 12. I was bored out of my mind so I did some math homework. I did okay on most of it even though I didn't finish it. Don't trip tho... It ain't due tonight so I'm okay. I'm still failing the class tho. I suck at test taking and I have an issue with asking for help so I'm failing. And it doesn't help me that I'm sick every few weeks either.

I'm a little pissed at myself because I'm not an emotional person but at the moment I've got a hundred and ten emotions affecting my will power to go to classes. I missed english today because I was feeling sick, but I know it's all in my head. When you don't feel good mentally it can affect you physically... dang emotions... anger is the only one I like besides happiness... it's either one or the other... or both... depending on the situation. I've got problems with a few people making me sad. And because I'm bad with emotions... I turn that into anger... and to aviod confrontation because I'm a lover not a fighter... I get away from everything. Otherwise I'd snap on people and make them mad at me and never wanna talk to me again... don't like that so I keep silent... like a bomb waitin' to explode at the first thing to go wrong... at least I used to be. now I just can't focus on anything... like math homework, or the 5 page paper that is due next week Tuesday that I haven't started yet... people don't procrastinate it sucks in the long run... but I'mma keep doin' it for the moment...lol